My true love & genuine joy.. Angel and Ann..

This is Ann.. She is so adorable.. Kakel misses u so much!!!

Sleep baby sleep.. Tapi mata sebelah terbuka sikit.. Hahahaha..

Angel is just gorgeuos!!!!

My world!!

Kakel LOVES the two of you so much!!! Both of you are my everything! Can't wait to be home.. Angel, be well.. Nenen k.. Baby Ann, cant wait to kiss you chubby cheeks.. Mmmmuuaaahhhh

PAINFULLY WON

I might never fail on the scale you did. But it is impossible to live without failing at something. However, you will never truly know yourself until you have been tested by adversity. Such knowledge is a true gift, for it is PAINFULLY WON, and it has been worth more to me than any qualification I ever earned.

And if there's a lesson I learned from this, it's that people seem to show their strength and power through our weakness. But hey! We may stop this bunch of big bullies! It isn't always an "aha" moment, you know. We just have to work on something.

Then, comes your true friend. But, our friends may demonstrate what's possible. They surely don't just bless you and heap on the millions. The best a friend could is to show you the way and supplies the opportunities. Then it's up to you to set the goals, devise the strategy, and, most important, you have to JUST GO FOR IT.

At such a difficult time, you'll also find advice from a successful individual who claims that times like these are actually among the best for launching dreams. But most valuable, you'll meet some ordinary people who were in some tougher situations. Yeah, a few screwed up; others got sucker punched. But even though their stories are quite different, the outcomes are the same. They all bounced back.

Because they believe that they will! No matter what.. Because they learn to let go, no matter how hard..

In a relationship?

I made quite a commotion yesterday.. I was pretty surprised that people were just so aware of my relationship status. One after another congratulatory remark I received from my dear friends on facebook.

I am afraid that what I assumed is true is not so true after all. Maybe I think that we are in love when in fact she isn't. It takes two to tango right? I will work on my magic. Let us see whether it works. Hahaha. Maybe this is not quite the right time yet. Too early for such a heartwarming declaration. I shall manage on it slowly.

If she is mine, she will be mine. I'll not make my relationship a secret. I am the happiest man to share my bliss and joy with all of you! Keep on making the count. Hahaha..

Hey, thanks, guys! I know what sort of anticipation you have since I have been 23 years unattached. I myself am very curious to see what does the future hold for me. Stay by my side will you till that very moment?

Misunderstood

Maybe what I did was wrong. Maybe what I did pierce your heart mercilessly. Maybe I have failed and become your so-unworthy friend. Maybe I have dissappointed you?
Tell me what makes a friend a friend then? What it takes to be your ideal friend? Haven't I given enough?
Why must it only me who took care of your heart greatly while mine was cruelly abandoned? That's when I just have to let it all go and that's also the time when my deed was misjudged unfairly.
But, would it be wrong if what I felt was so true? It may appear to be harsh but when the reality strikes, neither has it treated me nicely too. Little choices were what I was left with. You pushed me till the very edge.
Whatever it is, I meant well. I truly do. If you have anything against me, I would not be too surprised. And I would not be too surprised either if you choose to walk away.
What about the winding path that we have gone through together for so long? So this is how it ends? If that is it, fair enough, that is it then.
Anyway, I am here waiting. A second chance to start all over again is there.
Will keep on watching you from a distance.
I do care about you. But I dont know whether you are too?

Leaving

I have been surrounded by so many broken soul lately. At this point of time, I guess, maybe I shall walk towards a different direction. Let me focus on my future. Let me spend more time on myself. Let me try to live my life peacefully. It really has been so hectic lately.
It is true that it is impossible to not be affected by our surrounding. So, we would try to solve the problem which is so not ours. In doing that, we don't realize that we have involved too much. Not until one day, when we find that we are too exhausted, when we decided to stop, to find the way out seems to be so impossible.
But, I have made my decision. To breath the fresher air so that my mind is enlightened. I am not leaving the world. But, I want the world to pass me by. And when the time has come, I'll take my ride and join the world again.